Touch of grief between the lines as
always something unspeakable happened, something we are unable to
convey in full but carry with us.
Sharing with presence history is more
than what we can narrate. The symbols of our abstract languages have
a bodily context they all come from and refer to ultimately, but
can't contain.
I remembered a dream, and as they have
been so few lately, that day was from morning already different, I
remembered fragments, that I was reading fragments, that
consciousness is fundamentally disjointed, and I agreed to this in
the dream talking to someone who no longer has a body, and I can only
talk to him in a dream because of this reason -- I know, it is a
chaotic rationale, but so are the conditions, born outside of the
established order, on land occupied by an alien enemy that view you
as the dangerous other and they say they own these lands, and more
because you never exploited them to their maximal potential. They can
and want to extract all the profit, take the added value and make it
into their money. They say they inherit this right, this ownership
that plots you out, cancels whatever justice you had imagined and
indignation you might have felt.
Your invalid experience, climb down from the tree, you have no right to protect it. The tree belongs to those who can make it into money first, and they claimed it, didn't they?
Your invalid experience, climb down from the tree, you have no right to protect it. The tree belongs to those who can make it into money first, and they claimed it, didn't they?
But still, you are not born behind
enemy lines, you are born into chaotic conditions they don't master
anymore than you do, calling in engineers to explain which buttons to
push but paying them to say what you want to hear.
Their money has this power, although
they don't want to admit it, they act as power and money are
synonymous.
Rewrite their money into bullshit they
fill the world with.
Just another story, you have a right to
tell it. The love you felt no matter how ashamed you were made to
feel for it. No matter how total their neglect, the disjointed
connection allows both you and them as they are as helpless to
limit this that can be hidden in the animal body without an outer
trace.
Nor can the machine exist without its
contamination.
The more completely they try to control the more they exhaust the effort and energy that allowed for the power to be extracted, and they plot themselves out all the more and just like that.
The more completely they try to control the more they exhaust the effort and energy that allowed for the power to be extracted, and they plot themselves out all the more and just like that.
Stealthily victorious you persisted like
early mammals from the dawn of dinosaurs to their demise and beyond,
so why not now, when you hold this you can't make them understand,
why not hold it for yourself like secret victory, run away with it
like animals instinctually do. When you spontaneously leave how can
they plan to follow?
Will they follow?
Do they have the resources and
motivation to follow if you are no-one to begin with? You already
found the enveloping nothing, always space to run away, a door to
open and unleash this fierce corrosive agent on the body that doesn't
believe to begin with.
Let the vacuum suck it dry of meaning
and sense of substance alike. Constant showering with acidic entropy
that drives the empire to hysteria.
You didn't bespeak demons into their
ears, it wasn't your tongue lent to the serpent, it was the black
blood of the earth gushing out from open wounds that revealed the
insatiable void, a forever that is an ever consuming constant
condition to where all things emerge from an equally quantifiable
background noise.
"The shrieking lament"
of the big wheels always ground by
friction.
It is a constant raid on the system
inviting to invent novel ways for more total demise.
Set it all on fire, child, the future
is exhausted, all you have are the flames.
And you know this fire is without
mercy, it has no preference, and there's no where to escape, should
it go free and out of bounds, so, it is a dangerous thing to play
with even if it was the last pass-time revenge on such a hostile
framework, no love option of when you are burning inside and want to
let it out from consuming you, but that too can be rewritten, you are
fire, child, and set you free to burn out at will how you unfold
tightly curled yarn carefully examine the flame, and watch it with
fondness caress the burning heart knowing that it is also pain and it
hurts.
They throw this anthropocene deathfuck at you and no way you can turn the other cheek and call it love, the more you go with that, the more gone you are, the more lost from what heart you could have had if you let them muzzle and rape you until what you are is an abused animal.
They throw this anthropocene deathfuck at you and no way you can turn the other cheek and call it love, the more you go with that, the more gone you are, the more lost from what heart you could have had if you let them muzzle and rape you until what you are is an abused animal.
Now, let's vote if the animal is
sentient while we fuck it, yes, and but remember that as the animal
is not human `it´ can't vote. Are you still hungry, pig? I have
never been happier as when I realized everything is real at the same
time, and that it is also relative all the way, and even if
disjointed, we all have the same power to force things into being in
each others awareness and fuck with the same intent as received. Even
if disjointed, we all have the turn on the receiving end, or receive
the complete void after exhausting all and then bare with it.